So the other day my emotions were nuts and I was worried and anxious and I fought with Tom and said stove really hurts things to him and was very angry with him for things that were not his fault but at the time I blamed him.
Now I know why.
I realized the next morning, yesterday, that I hadn't taken my regular meds for almost a week. Since my ( Read more... )

I'm not really sure how to start this.
I have been fat my entire adult life. I went from being in child sizes in 5th grade to having to shop in adult fat lady sizes by 7th grade.
I have tried diets, changing eating habits, exercising, etc. It has always been, maybe not easy for me to lose weight, but possible when I'm very disciplined. My problem is ( Read more... )

Ok. I've come to some realizations. Let me start by saying i have not worked out since i hurt my knee in July, shortly after that my father in law got sick and subsequently died, next my mother in law was in a car accident and is hurting enough to need help getting around now, almost two weeks later.
With the stress and worry and craziness of the ( Read more... )

Once you realize your cats have fleas they have had them for awhile and it's gonna be super hard to get rid of them. I don't wanna have to bathe 4 cats again. They haven't had fleas in years, i have no clue who or how they were brought into the house again.

Working so much helps me avoid things i don't wanna deal with...sadly Tom and his depression ( Read more... )

Wow. So today... Well yesterday now, was a rough one. The last fewdays have been rough and stressful.
Yesterday was the 3rd anniversary of Jethro dying. I miss my kitty all the time. It sneaks up on me though- the anniversary i mean- so much is going on right now and then bamit hits me!
Thomas also started packing. Yes packing. He's moving out and ( Read more... )

So Thomas made it official. He is moving out on the first. He and two friends; Ryan and Hunter, are getting an apartment. Of course he can't tell me the name of it or exactly where it is but i assume it's because he hasn't paid much attention. I'm glad for him, it won't be easy.
I'm looking forward to having the guest/knitting room as move again, ( Read more... )

Maybe I am just too much of a perfectionist for my hobby. I am so frustrated with my knitting right now I can't stand it! I keep trying to get things right. I messed up the Throw I was making for soon to be niece and I still can't figure which side I messed up on. I messed up the scarf for my father-in-law , and now I have messed up the market ( Read more... )

Ok.  So WTF?  I am trying to add more icons.  I can't.  No matter which file type I choose on Photobucket,  LJ gives me an error saying it's not in the right format, or some such.  I am considering using Flickr because it seems a biy more user friendly but I have so many icons on Photobucket that I don't want to have to put them back on my computer ( Read more... )

I was right, I totally fucked up closing Saturday night... Ok maybe not totally.  I stapled some stuff in the wrong places, stupid, nit-picky stuff like that.  I think I did it all right this time.  I have my 30 review next week, and if I don't do well I will prolly be demoted or fired. *crosses fingers ( Read more... )

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